What is a soul?
Do souls exist?
I've been trying to think of something really profound to say here, but like most of us, I find it difficult to explain how I think and feel about something I don't completely understand. Even so, I feel somewhat compelled to briefly share my thoughts and beliefs as best I can.
Up until about 9 years ago, I was confused about God, spirituality, heaven, hell and religion in general. I've spent many hours contemplating and talking to \"men of the cloth\" and friends - trying to find the \"truth\" or some way to believe in something that no one was able to prove. Since then I've learned that some people need the scientific approach, while others are content relying only on faith. I've always been a matter-of-fact kind of person, but I've found a balance between science and faith that works very well for me.
Although I find it difficult to intellectually accept the concept of a \"supreme being\", there seems to be a part of me that wants to believe this is true. Over the years, I've heard many times that \"God is love\" and I had a problem with that until I learned that love is just another word for unconditional acceptance. So now, in my mind, no matter what I choose to believe ... I'll be accepted and loved.
We all seem to be \"connected\" in a way that's difficult to explain, and I choose to believe this connection is through our souls, spirit, inner self, heart or whatever you prefer to call it ... hence the phrase - \"we are all one\". I also believe that none of us are here by mistake. We are all here by choice, to learn (for the soul's benefit) the difference between our perception of reality and \"what is\" - to \"be\" in the moment - and how to emotionally accept the people and situations in our lives.That's not to say we can't want something to be different, we just don't make ourselves unhappy when it isn't. And ... we have as many opportunities as we want or need to accomplish this.
I still don't have all the answers and don't know anyone who does, but in my search for the truth, I now believe that our \"essence\" - who or what we really are, is pure conscious awareness. And this essence (which is not limited to the boundaries of time and space) is aware of everything we, as human beings, experience in the here and now, as well as the past and future. I think it also knows the truth, which only becomes clear on the \"other side\".
Why do I believe all of this? Because it makes me happy in THIS life.