DescentBB

Yes.

Mostly in my mid-teens when I thought nothing could go right for me and everyone was against me. The usual \"Nobody understands me\" phase. Never had the nerve to go through with it. Instead I became a cutter for a short period of time. Another thing that is pretty stupid.

Things got better until about 21-23 where the same feelings crept back up on me again. Was out of work, living with the folks, just really...really hard on myself. I threw everything I had into Descent because it was the only thing that made me feel better.

Needless to say things ended up working out. I've got my own place, I'm working, and right now things are good.

If you think suicide is an answer - Let me ask:

What is the question ?

Munk wrote:What is the question ?

Am i Canadian?


j/k ...relax

Munk wrote:If you think suicide is an answer - Let me ask:

What is the question ?

The question is different for a lot of people. With me it was the feeling of not being loved and the pain and suffering I saw in living things. With other kids, its a sense of being percieved as inferior by your peers, or worse,.... by your parents.

Its a lot of reasons but finally, when you feel that its not going to get any better than this, the question is "Whats the point?"

Bee

Not that I want to make too light a comment on such a serious issue but \"what is the question?\" reminds me of an answer I heard.
I suppose Emo youth are found most places these days. They are kind of like the old Goth people but more depressing. My son's rather irrepressible friend went up to a particularly Emo boy and asked. \"Why do you always wear black?\". His answer: \"What's the point in wearing colours when you're only going to die.\"
The world is full of colours and beauty and this kid can only focus on the fact that it won't last forever.
\"Live in the moment\" is a better attitude.

Munk wrote:If you think suicide is an answer - Let me ask:

What is the question ?

Here is my Question(s);
When I die, would I do better as an elemetary force rubbing into dark matter?
Will a 'Soul' from my body pass on to anywhere else?
Will I meet a God or Become a Communitive Unconcious of minds who are all dead and act as god, am I just a track on that?
Is there a Hierarchy or power due to energy of thinking? and Does the Soul transfer any sort or code to this thinking energy?
Where can I buy one of these Soul Decoders?

Will nothing happen?
Does it matter?

What shall I do before I die... hmmm. Lets build a pie.

Let's just eat some pie.

The Lion wrote:>:3

JESUS CHRIST!
GET IN TEH CAR!!